The wind of change...?

Such a long time has passed without changing anything in my life! It's not the fact that i needed a change and just did it, or decided to do it somehow, but the feeling that I forgot how to change things. It's strange how people decide to take steps and just stuck there, gazing around, without having the guts to accept the change that they are about to proceed in and stand behind the choices that they make… Sometimes I feel like being a schmuck, a bad seed that have grown into an evil creature, a real villain that just lives for the pleasure of erasing paths and crushing milestones. But each and every time I realize that roads and landmarks can be rebuilt, in shorter or longer time, and travelers can continue their journeys till the next crossroads. I might be not such a tall tower of evil.